If i lose myself?

I though all of the people,places,things I've loved,actually not..
If i lose myself tonight,looking at the star,counting one by one..

Counting the day that when we meet,counting the date that we date together,counting how much the hurt that you give me..
Your one word,end our friendship;Your one word,ruin my mood;Your one word,make me smile,sad,happy,cry..
Really feel very sad,how can you end our friendship so easy,didn't you care at all?

I no suppose to let you see this blog,i just write what I wish to..

Mayb Im not you friend anymore,i wonder i did what wrong...

What i wish to now?Nothing can i wish...

Sorry for you,promise will not leave you;Sorry for you,always no understand you;Sorry for you,Im too stupid;Sorry for you,i really don know i did what mistake can let you so easy end our friendship..
Sorry Sorry Sorry,Just hope we will back to good friend like before,everynight sing for you untill you sleep,can just say out all secrets..
For me,You is needed..
For you,i think....You already find other people to replace me..

Sorry to say that..

Sometime i think i wan try to find you chat,but i think 1 more time,izit you no need me anymore?izit you forget me already?Try to think positive,for me is useless ba i think..

Our story too long,too many,now i just wan to back like friend,but i think you will not see this blog anymore..

I write this blog,I cried...
This is my last time write status or blog for you anymore...
I think you never need me anymore,its okeyyyyy...
Just stop it here ba...
*I wont forget you,my right hand arm got 1 tattoo to remind me remember you,its for my sorry to you*
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12/2/2013 New LIFE

December,please treat me good,I almost fuck up..

I cant believe in anyone anymore,even my family,my lover,i really cant accept before those hurt..

When i really really very feel vexed,ecstasy is always company..

I wonder i will addiction or not,i just know i very enjoy very relax..

Sorry for the people that love me..

Sorry...
Hope i will get better life in this month..:D